Relative conclusions to current thoughts

I am unfortunate to be rather ambitious. The insult to injury is that I'm not often "successful" enough to myself in my ambitions, and furthermore, I'm just...simply complicated for my own good. (oo, another pair of words, worthy of being a MSN s/n) I want to do so many things. Be a virtuoso at guitar, drums, piano. Play tennis, soccer, fencing, and practice martial arts well. Be a complete nerd at computer electronics. Be in a band. Create an extensive portfolio of explosively creative art. Be witty. Be deeply intellectual, yet balanced with a good dose of humility. Have a very intellectual and witty blog. Alas, these thoughts sit in the back of my mind being only wishes.